Dec 11 2007
Buying Paper: A Blast from the Past
Yesterday I went to NY Central Art Supply to buy paper. It was a weird, weird experience for me. I used to practically live there in the paper section. They have the most amazing paper selection- like you died and went to heaven! But around 15 years ago, I gave up paper and store-bought art supplies. I worked almost entirely on animal skin parchment and made my own paints & inks from scratch. I even made a lot of the pigments from vegetable and mineral sources. See my book Lapis & Gold for more on this. 
Using these techniques meant that I didn’t set foot in NY Central for 15 years.
Going there again was almost like going back to a childhood home and seeing someone else’s furniture. One of the sales people called me ma’am. I had my 7 year old in tow. I thought people were looking at me like I was an alien. And yet it was sweet to be there again. God I love paper! I love artists.
In all probability people weren’t looking at me like I was an alien. I just felt that way because nothing had really changed there except me. Even some of the sales people were the same. I felt I should be walking around the corner to have a beer at the Village Idiot (long since closed) with my friends and not return home till 3am. I suddenly felt I had no responsibilities at all and then my son grabbed my hand. I don’t have the body I had, I don’t have the mind I had, or the pain & suffering I had. It was beautiful and sad at the same time. A paradox- the truest indicator of Divine presence.
Thanks for a brief but fascinating visit. Because I sought my need for expressing myself with terra cotta clay sculpturing, I never had much need for beautuful paper, but I, too, found myself feasting my eyes in the stationary department of any art supply store I entered. I shall be back soon. Mary from Meander With Me
Mary, thanks for the visit! Maybe someday you’ll post some of your sculptures on your blog?